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Thursday, May 18, 2006

Currently Listening
The Face of Love
By Sanctus Real
I'm Not Alright
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(I'm Not Alright... but that's okay.)

If weakness is a wound
That no one wants to speak of
Then "cool" is just how far we have to fall
I am not immune
I only want to be loved
But I feel safe behind the firewall
Can I lose my need to impress?
If you want the truth, I need to confess

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to you

Burn away the pride
Bring me to my weakness
Until everything I hide behind is gone
And when I'm open wide
With nothing left to cling to
Only you are there to lead me on
Cause honestly, I'm not that strong

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to you

And I move, and I move, and I move...closer to you
And I move, and I move, and I move...closer to you
And I move, and I move, and I move...closer to you
And I move, and I move, and I move...

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside, broken inside
broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
Leads me to you, leads me to you

I'm not alright, I'm not alright, I'm not alright...that's why I need you


Thursday, April 01, 2004

Wait

Desperately, helplessly, longingly I cried.
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate,
And the Master so gently said, “Child, you must wait.”

“Wait? You say wait?” my indignant reply.
“Lord, I need answers! I need to know why!
Is Your hand shortened? Or have You not heard?
By faith I have asked, and am claiming Your Word.”

“My future and all to which I can relate,
Hangs in the balance, and You tell me to wait?
I'm needing a ‘Yes,’ a go-ahead sign,
Or even a ‘No’ to which I can resign.”

“And Lord You promised that if we believe,
We need but to ask and we shall receive.
Now Lord I've been asking and this is my cry!
I'm weary of asking! I need a reply!”

Then quietly, softly I learned of my fate,
As my Master replied once again, “You must wait.”
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
And grumbled to God, “So I'm waiting—for what?”

He seemed then to kneel and His eyes wept with mine,
And He tenderly said, “I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun,
I could raise the dead and cause the mountains to run.”

“All you seek I could give, and pleased you would be.
You would have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of My love for each saint.
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.”

 “You'd not learn to see through the clouds of despair.
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me,
When darkness and silence were all you could see.”

“You'd never experience that fullness of love,
As the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give and I save, for a start.
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.”

“The glow of My comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that’s beyond getting just what you asked,
Of an infinite God who makes what you have last.”

“You'd never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What I mean by, ‘My grace is sufficient for thee.’
Yes, your dreams for your loved ones, overnight would come true,
But oh the loss—if I lost what I 'm doing in you!”

 “So be patient My child and in time you will see,
That the greatest of gifts is to get to know Me.
And though oft' may My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still, 'Wait.’”

-Author Unknown 


~My heart aches for a love that only God can give and until I fully realize that, I will never know peace.~